Sermoned

In the middle of believers I smirk While people smile and clap I slip and lurk I have been there I have seen it before There are no miracles left anymore — Jesus died and now he is in heaven above A lot of hate now where is the love He won’t be curing the lepers any more There is no hope for their wounds and sores — I am better now but that may change Is that the Lord or is it the Devil strange I have lost my hope and I question my faifh I have too much anger I am too late — I listen and I nod but I question inside Did I join the club or am I there for the Ride Do or can I ever love again or will I just sleep through sermons in  pain

Go

 

I said I am sorry but I had to go

I had plans to fulfill experiences to know

I have to move on before I get left behind

I have to confront the demons and angels in my mind

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This is too much or these are too many

After n misses I no longer think it is funny

I waited for you but I waited too long

I ended up singing whimsical songs

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But we all have a right to love and be loved

For love is god and god is unrepoved

I should lower my expectations and freeze my plan

I should quit the ego, the attitude and elan

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Love is a flying saucer and mine wont take off

Because I cursed with whimsy confuse fun with love

So I set on as I go on with much more care

I try to move on there by leaving here

Inga Pinga poe

Inga Pinga Poe

Pockets full of snow

Catchers in the rhye

Joker’s asking why

Hatters mad at party of tea

Cheshire cats smiling thee

Live and love heaven above

Lennon dead but Yoko’s ahead 

No rhyme or reason so

Higher ground lesser know

Likes are fake but that’s ok tonight

Fights aren’t fair but that’s all right

Inga Pinga Poe

It’s ok to sleep you know

Maybe

Maybe I am bipolar

Maybe that is a fashionable excuse

Maybe I am just depressed

Today maybe that is good news

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Maybe you are out of explanations

As you try to decipher my brain

Maybe you lack the intelligence

But maybe just maybe I am insane

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I gave you enough hints

Maybe I gave enough clues

Try to catch me if you can maybe

Maybe you have to loose

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Maybe I am a hacker

maybe  I am a spy

Maybe I am a writer

maybe I forgot why

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Maybe I was a hacker

Playing interception with platinum does

Maybe  I forgot about karna

Maybe God alone knows

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Maybe I am the beacon

Maybe I am the light house

Maybe I forgot to dance

But I can longer keep the grouse

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Maybe the poem went a bit long

Maybe the hacking went  short too

Maybe the may be’s could no longer explain

The lack of trust between me and you

No

Nobody to call

Nothing to say

Nowhere to go

No way to walk away

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Know that I did

Everything in my power to see

Know that it was impossible

Just to let things be

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Son maybe I am a alone today

But I made sure you were taken care of

And when in the future we meet man o man

You might just find beneath my no all my very love